It's Saturday afternoon and the boy's asleep. He worked nights this past week and so he's beat to death right now. We went out this morning to a bunch of random places and spent some time together. I really like it when we just do nothing or when we just kind of explore the area that we live around, it's nice to learn what's going on.
I really want to go to a shooting range soon, I even got directions and everything :) He says that I'll be scared but I feel like it's not only something that I should seriously learn but that it's something that is on my bucket list and I would like to scratch it off. :) We shall see.
We may go to a casino later. I've never been before so it should be interesting.
Well...until we meet again.
Saturday, March 03, 2012
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
NFL
The man had the weekend off so we went to the NFL Hall of Fame in Canton, OH. It's cooler because it's only 45 minutes from our house :)
Anywho, I really only like football because he does and I have to admit sometimes it's fun, but it's more fun because he gets so excited :D It was pretty cool seeing it though, never thought I would be able to see something so famous (other than the Eiffel Tower, Big Ben, etc haha). We also bought tickets for the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame :)
Anywho, I really only like football because he does and I have to admit sometimes it's fun, but it's more fun because he gets so excited :D It was pretty cool seeing it though, never thought I would be able to see something so famous (other than the Eiffel Tower, Big Ben, etc haha). We also bought tickets for the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame :)
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Grateful
I definitely don't say things like this enough:
I am so proud to love a Navy vet. It makes me cry every time I stop and really think about what he did for this country and what he has personally endured. He and I may not have the most romantic or emotional relationship in the world but what we do have is true and strong and I'm proud of that. We are spoiled brats, we both have only child syndrome, and we both are as selfish as they come but we are proud of each other no matter what and I do have to say that I don't say these things enough.
No matter what happened to him in the Navy and after, I'm still proud, I think anyone that knows him, that really knows, him feels the same way. He has grown and changed ten fold in the past few years and he is a great guy that I'm happy to know and love :) I don't really ever tell him things like this because he's so humble it makes him uncomfortable but I feel like it should be voiced in some medium rather than just run through my brain all the time.
I love the kid ;)
I am so proud to love a Navy vet. It makes me cry every time I stop and really think about what he did for this country and what he has personally endured. He and I may not have the most romantic or emotional relationship in the world but what we do have is true and strong and I'm proud of that. We are spoiled brats, we both have only child syndrome, and we both are as selfish as they come but we are proud of each other no matter what and I do have to say that I don't say these things enough.
No matter what happened to him in the Navy and after, I'm still proud, I think anyone that knows him, that really knows, him feels the same way. He has grown and changed ten fold in the past few years and he is a great guy that I'm happy to know and love :) I don't really ever tell him things like this because he's so humble it makes him uncomfortable but I feel like it should be voiced in some medium rather than just run through my brain all the time.
I love the kid ;)
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Day....
I've been in Ohio for almost 2 weeks and it's been going pretty well. He and I celebrated our one year a couple of days ago and when I say celebrated that just means that it existed a couple of days ago, we didnt do anything to actually celebrate it. Anywho, he and I are good, just truckin along as usual. I've been really busy lately just trying to settle in and figure out how to do things for others again and not focus so much on myself. So today I went food shopping and did the laundry and fixed the cable and mailed letters and.....blah.
I do miss Florida very much but I think over time I will really like it here and things will get easier, especially if I can find a job!
I do miss Florida very much but I think over time I will really like it here and things will get easier, especially if I can find a job!
Friday, February 03, 2012
Countdown
I move to Ohio to be with him in 5 days. That is so scary I can't even descibe how I'm feeling right now. I can't wait to see him and I can't wait to start a better future but the whole moving so far away from everything I've known is really super scary. I know that I can come home at any time if I need to, I just have to get totally used to another home and completely move away from this one. He is worth every second of stress and hard work that this has taken and I am really excited to start something new...BIG HUGE CHANGES ARE COMING!!!
I am sad to be leaving my friends and family behind, it makes me really sad when I think about it, but then I think about the rest of my life and how I can't live for other people and I feel so much better. Like he always says you have to look out for number one and that's what all of this is about...me and him both equally as number 1 in my hear tand I'm following that. Cornball.
I hate moving, the process is just awful and I really don't want to ever do it again. I'm happy with the decision that I have made and I cannot wait to see my boy again..he's awesome and I miss him....it's going on 27 days since I've seen him...insane.
Went to see Hodgie last night, he's a sad little person. Rachel and I felt so bad for him we just sat on the floor and watched a movie because we didnt want him to be lonely haha. He gave me a hug and said that he might bever see me again, but that I'm making the right choice and not let life pass me by. New chapter is about to start.
I am sad to be leaving my friends and family behind, it makes me really sad when I think about it, but then I think about the rest of my life and how I can't live for other people and I feel so much better. Like he always says you have to look out for number one and that's what all of this is about...me and him both equally as number 1 in my hear tand I'm following that. Cornball.
I hate moving, the process is just awful and I really don't want to ever do it again. I'm happy with the decision that I have made and I cannot wait to see my boy again..he's awesome and I miss him....it's going on 27 days since I've seen him...insane.
Went to see Hodgie last night, he's a sad little person. Rachel and I felt so bad for him we just sat on the floor and watched a movie because we didnt want him to be lonely haha. He gave me a hug and said that he might bever see me again, but that I'm making the right choice and not let life pass me by. New chapter is about to start.
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Day 23
It's been 23 days since he moved to Ohio. It's been quite rough and a lot has been going on. I'm scheduled to move up there in 8 days and I'm really scared.
I love him very much and I cannot wait to be with him again but I'm going to miss my family and friends so, so much. I know that if I don't go to Ohio I will wonder forever what if, what could have been and so on...but I'm just scared that I'll go up there and miss everything back in Florida so much that I'll put myself in a funk.
I learned from New Hampshire that homesickness is very hard to deal with but at least then I knew that it was not permanent..Ohio is and I'm very worried.
He and I are a very strong and devoted couple who will fight through and work through anything, we have been doing just that for almost a year so I think we can handle it. I didn't think that I would be so sad about it, about leaving everything behind. I will have to say my final goodbyes next week..some I have to say tomorrow....I'm already crying thinking about it.
I need to always remember what he has done for me, how much he means to me, and if I could live without him (which I can't). If I do that then it should be easier to say goodbye to all of the people that I love so very much.
I love him very much and I cannot wait to be with him again but I'm going to miss my family and friends so, so much. I know that if I don't go to Ohio I will wonder forever what if, what could have been and so on...but I'm just scared that I'll go up there and miss everything back in Florida so much that I'll put myself in a funk.
I learned from New Hampshire that homesickness is very hard to deal with but at least then I knew that it was not permanent..Ohio is and I'm very worried.
He and I are a very strong and devoted couple who will fight through and work through anything, we have been doing just that for almost a year so I think we can handle it. I didn't think that I would be so sad about it, about leaving everything behind. I will have to say my final goodbyes next week..some I have to say tomorrow....I'm already crying thinking about it.
I need to always remember what he has done for me, how much he means to me, and if I could live without him (which I can't). If I do that then it should be easier to say goodbye to all of the people that I love so very much.
Monday, January 23, 2012
Day 15
It's been 15 days since he's been gone and shit has hit the fan with every single thing. My last day at work is in four days which is fine, my apartment will be gone soon, which is also fine, and my family is falling about..which is not fine. I am still moving to Ohio in 15 days and counting, I'm really excited about it. I miss him and I miss my life being a certain way and I know that I can better myself up there. Maybe go back to school, something...I'm not sure.
So now I sit here in bed watching Gossip Girl...gotta get all of the girlie shows the he hates out of my system before I get up there :) Ugh I miss my boy!!!
So now I sit here in bed watching Gossip Girl...gotta get all of the girlie shows the he hates out of my system before I get up there :) Ugh I miss my boy!!!
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