It's been 23 days since he moved to Ohio. It's been quite rough and a lot has been going on. I'm scheduled to move up there in 8 days and I'm really scared.
I love him very much and I cannot wait to be with him again but I'm going to miss my family and friends so, so much. I know that if I don't go to Ohio I will wonder forever what if, what could have been and so on...but I'm just scared that I'll go up there and miss everything back in Florida so much that I'll put myself in a funk.
I learned from New Hampshire that homesickness is very hard to deal with but at least then I knew that it was not permanent..Ohio is and I'm very worried.
He and I are a very strong and devoted couple who will fight through and work through anything, we have been doing just that for almost a year so I think we can handle it. I didn't think that I would be so sad about it, about leaving everything behind. I will have to say my final goodbyes next week..some I have to say tomorrow....I'm already crying thinking about it.
I need to always remember what he has done for me, how much he means to me, and if I could live without him (which I can't). If I do that then it should be easier to say goodbye to all of the people that I love so very much.
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