NFL

The man had the weekend off so we went to the NFL Hall of Fame in Canton, OH. It's cooler because it's only 45 minutes from our house :)

Anywho, I really only like football because he does and I have to admit sometimes it's fun, but it's more fun because he gets so excited :D It was pretty cool seeing it though, never thought I would be able to see something so famous (other than the Eiffel Tower, Big Ben, etc haha). We also bought tickets for the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame :)

Grateful

I definitely don't say things like this enough:

I am so proud to love a Navy vet. It makes me cry every time I stop and really think about what he did for this country and what he has personally endured. He and I may not have the most romantic or emotional relationship in the world but what we do have is true and strong and I'm proud of that. We are spoiled brats, we both have only child syndrome, and we both are as selfish as they come but we are proud of each other no matter what and I do have to say that I don't say these things enough.

No matter what happened to him in the Navy and after, I'm still proud, I think anyone that knows him, that really knows, him feels the same way. He has grown and changed ten fold in the past few years and he is a great guy that I'm happy to know and love :) I don't really ever tell him things like this because he's so humble it makes him uncomfortable but I feel like it should be voiced in some medium rather than just run through my brain all the time.

I love the kid ;)

Day....

I've been in Ohio for almost 2 weeks and it's been going pretty well. He and I celebrated our one year a couple of days ago and when I say celebrated that just means that it existed a couple of days ago, we didnt do anything to actually celebrate it. Anywho, he and I are good, just truckin along as usual. I've been really busy lately just trying to settle in and figure out how to do things for others again and not focus so much on myself. So today I went food shopping and did the laundry and fixed the cable and mailed letters and.....blah.

I do miss Florida very much but I think over time I will really like it here and things will get easier, especially if I can find a job!

Countdown

I move to Ohio to be with him in 5 days. That is so scary I can't even descibe how I'm feeling right now. I can't wait to see him and I can't wait to start a better future but the whole moving so far away from everything I've known is really super scary. I know that I can come home at any time if I need to, I just have to get totally used to another home and completely move away from this one. He is worth every second of stress and hard work that this has taken and I am really excited to start something new...BIG HUGE CHANGES ARE COMING!!!

I am sad to be leaving my friends and family behind, it makes me really sad when I think about it, but then I think about the rest of my life and how I can't live for other people and I feel so much better. Like he always says you have to look out for number one and that's what all of this is about...me and him both equally as number 1 in my hear tand I'm following that. Cornball.

I hate moving, the process is just awful and I really don't want to ever do it again. I'm happy with the decision that I have made and I cannot wait to see my boy again..he's awesome and I miss him....it's going on 27 days since I've seen him...insane.

Went to see Hodgie last night, he's a sad little person. Rachel and I felt so bad for him we just sat on the floor and watched a movie because we didnt want him to be lonely haha.   He gave me a hug and said that he might bever see me again, but that I'm making the right choice and not let life pass me by. New chapter is about to start.