Kellen moves to Warren, Ohio in 3 days for a job at a steel plant. It's a permanent job so he will have to get his own apartment there and furnish it and all. It sucks but it is a step in the right direction for him. Unfortunately I can't go because I need to stay here and save money to make a bigger step in my life too.
He got a letter last week from San Diego asking him to fly out 1/30 and take a test for a job that he REALLY wants. So him moving to Ohio and me staying here to save money is all for us to end up in San Diego in 6 months. That's the big goal for 2012.
We can do this, if we work together and I'm really excited for what's to come. I don't like the fact that he's moving away to get his own place in an unknown city and that I'll be here alone in a shitty apartment with a shitty job that barely pays the bills but it's all for the future. All of it and I have to keep telling myself that there will be a light at the end of the tunnel one day; sometimes it helps sometimes it doesn't.
I'm just keeping my head held high and asking myself "what can I do to make this day better than the last?"
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