I always pictured my life a certain way and I guess I never thought it would actually happen. I saw myself with the picture perfect husband, children, career, house, etc. I'm scared to death because it might happen much sooner than I thought.

I have found someone that makes me want to be a better person, to fight a stronger fight, to be fearless. I don't have any doubts, at all actually. I think the fact that there aren't any doubts scare me more than anything because I can't find anything negative.

I had a dream last night that I told Kellen that I love him. We were about to go to sleep and I said "I love you". I realized what I had said and was just got really quiet. He said don't worry, I might feel the same way. Then he said "I love you too". It was as simple as that but it was so real. I don't know why I am putting so much emphasis on those damn words because words don't matter, actions matter.